«´¨`·.¸¸.¤ SaMaNtHa ¤.¸¸.·´¨`» ([info]blinkme_182s) wrote,
@ 2004-02-18 12:22:00
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HeY!!!

Hey.. I know everyone probably hates me for what happened. Or someone is really angry with me, but i am really sorry. My doctor told me tat i probably do it because when i do, i dont even know. And the last straw for my body was that and she said the reason i went to my brother crying was because i knew that i needed help. I hope that everyone still loves me for who i am and is proud of me. My cousin made me feel like shit when she said to me what she said yesterday. I know you are all mad, and it doesnt justify what i did and make it ok, but it is my fault. But then its not. I needed help and what i did was a small cry and plea for it. I love all of you. And i remember a special someone telling me that they didnt want to be my friend the next time i did anything because they didnt want to feel like they did nothing for their friend. Make your choice. But just know my friends are all i got  and my friends are what i need. Im doing ok tho... I feel like i have a big weight lifted off my shoulders............

 

I love everyone please dont forget... and my cousin i still love u with all my heart and that special someone friend of mine too!!!

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[info]xdorksrsexyx
2004-02-19 01:09 am UTC (link)
i love you....always will dont forget it....happest feeling ever....(when i found out you were getting help)

Stacy

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[info]candiixoxkizziz
2004-02-19 01:31 am UTC (link)
sammy yes i know u r my cousin! but i was so fuken worried about u! wat do u think woulda happened if it didnt get better and kept goin, u wouldnt have been here....and then neither would i.i love u so much and i swear to god if u do anything else i WILL BEAT U DOWN! i love u and i am always here, i just dont want u to think that no one cares anymore or shit like that.and if anyone didnt (which they do) i would still be here no matter wat through thick and through thin ( i feel like i am marrying u!) but know that i love u and i will forever because no longer are u just my cousin, u are my friend....and one of my best ♥

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[info]blinkme_182s
2004-02-19 02:31 am UTC (link)
wow...that brought a tear to my eye... i love u so much heather! with alot of my heart... well all... i want you to know that i got help.. and im gonna get better.. for me and for my fam! i love u so much and i realized that i got some good people in my life. and that time heals all things.. so why throw my life away for such good stuff??? i wont anymore... nor will i torture you or my fam or my friends! i love you soo much and stacy and sam and anyone else!

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haha this is from me to the guy who always wears that red shirt
[info]xdorksrhottx
2004-02-20 06:41 am UTC (link)
Roses are dead
Violets are too
I'm still in love
But not with you
You thought you hurt me
And made me cry
But I was in love
With another guy
Simply because you have
No class
All you can do
Is kiss my ass
You sit around
And talk your shit
So fuck you and your
Little ass dick
You thought you left me
But I left you
What my man is doing
You can't do
You tell your homies
You played me like a bitch
And I tell my girls
You have a little dick
You said you loved me
But it wasent true
Well geuss what Motha Fucka
I played you too

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Re: haha this is from me to the guy who always wears that red shirt
[info]blinkme_182s
2004-02-20 07:43 am UTC (link)
ooooommmmmffffg ALEX!!!! young lady there will be no naughty posting in here (btw good job!! ) look at subject (thumbs up baby)

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[info]xdorksrhottx
2004-02-20 06:31 pm UTC (link)
ha hahahah! god sam i love u!! hahahahahaha she said **** u need to buy sum new shirts. boys like u need dimes for new shirts boys like u need dimes for new shirts she said..hahhaha! god i love it but my favorite will always and forever be ur shirts getting older it has sum rips in it!! hahaha god sam we have sum good times!!

♥AlEx♥

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[info]blinkme_182s
2004-02-21 12:15 am UTC (link)
aleex.. u know i love u right? well maybe that person wont do what he/she is doing if u dont day stuff!!!!! drop it iwth him its gettin old... but u know i still loves u

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